So this is for the wonderful, and all out amazing ~Meroda.
I'm pretty bad at these kinds of things, with emotions and such, so I guess I'll just put it out there.
Mer, through the past couple of years you've always been there for me. You've stood by me through dark times, and helped me over the bumps in the road. I probably sounded really stupid, and still do, but when I look to my right I still see you there. And it's a great feeling to know that someone is there for me, but even more amazing to know that the person is you. Thank you, for the advice, for listening, for everything. In return, the least I can do right now is listen to you and offer my own advice even if it does sound stupid. I'll always listen to you, nomatter the subject.
You're like, the most amazing, and sweet, and beautiful person on the face of this earth and when people call you ugly, they secretly know that you're beautiful deep in their stomachs. Nobody can deny that. And it's true, we're probably going to be bitter people when we're older and after everything, but we'll have eachother through it all and after. Hopefully we can keep the relationship that we have through our lifetimes.
And maybe one day take it to a new level...6 more years and age won't matter ;-; Jesus this is all over the place
I like those dreams I have when I get to spend time with you, and when it's time to go you hug me tightly and kiss the top of my head. Though I hate waking up after that, it gets me through the day and keeps me in a good mood.
A couple days ago after watching a video, my science teacher started talking to us about how otters worked together to fend off predators such as alligators. He said that, without a team, you're almost always going to fail. But even with just one other person, you can win at almost anything.
Will you be an otter and fend off the alligators with me? Sdfg-
You're the most important person in my life, and you always will be. I'm sure that if I hadn't met you several years back, or opened up to you when I just wanted to dissapear, I wouldn't be here today. When you feel down, when you're in your own dark times, just keep in mind that someone needs you in their life, and a lot of other people enjoy having you in their lives.
Don't you ever look back on the past. Don't you ever sit back and contemplate your own death because believe it or not people are there for you. There are people who adore you- who love having you in their lives and it might not always be clear but they do. Life's a fucking bitch and fate is a cold hearted whore but you've got something to live for- whether you've found it already or you're still searching for it.
I don't say "I love you" to just anyone, okay? And I love you so fucking goddamn much it hurts. And that's a lot for me to say considering I haven't even been face to face with you yet- hopefully soon, though.
Love you too.
Hopefully by the end of this I've made you smile that beautiful smile